so it just occured to me that i play with my food

i have realized something terribly disturbing today. i play with my food
why, might you ask is this unpleasent?
well, firstly, i dont mean this in the literal sense. but take it as you will
basicly, i mess with peoples emotions
no, i dont do it on purpose, or even realize i do it. but it is all the same, not nice
take for example my dating this year
im hung up over boy A, so i decide to do a bit of flirting around,
loe and behold, on my fishing rod I catch boy B, a pretty cute senior!
so i play around with him for about a week, until basicly, i notice boy C, who is sadly, a friend of mine who has had a HUGE crush on me. out of the blue comes boy D who is BY FAR the cutest and really likes me, but sadly a tiiinsy bit jelous (which is to say he pushed boy C up against a locker and threatened him)
ho he HAD TO GO. (i told him i was still falling from boy A to give my attention to ANY boy in the alphabet)
Now, boy C still likes me. and i MIGHT be developing a crush on HIM. so i decide to give it a shot.
happy ending right????
far from it beotches
i forgot about boy B
who basicly just asked me out.
dont worry i didnt say yrs (i just didnt say......no)
i told him boy C might just be a rebound and to wait.
yeah so basicly iom screwed

*sigh*
strix