i dont know what im doing, and im afraid its obvious. im hesitating but it looks like im playing hard to get. thats probably a good thing. he likes me i can tell. definitely. or maybe not. what if hes messing with my head??? he could be. but that would be mean. *sigh* he likes my eyes. AUGH! snap out of it! what happened last time? i got hurt. whats gonna happen this time? im gonna get hurt! its a never ending cycle that only stops if you never give it a chance to start. well maybe this time it will be different. but it wont be because it never is. its always the same crap over and over again. but he likes me so much i can tel and he- no! if anything, he wants what all boys want and that is, in the simplist and most G-rated answer TO GET YOU IN TROUBLE. hes so sweet though. and he likes to spend time wih me and he makes me laugh alot. and think im falling for him.no, no youre not. you think you are. you only like him because he likes you. thats what ALWAYS happens. you dont like a guy till they have an interest in you and then you try to reel them in once youve caught them you have no more interest. you move on to the next guy. NO! its true and you know it. hes not the bad guy here, you are. even if he does truly like you, either A. you'll lose interest and hurt him, or B. youll grow attatched and HE will lose interest and "oh well lookie here doesnt this image look farmiliar????" youre left to mend a broken heart of a guy that you honestly didnt like that much when he asked you out. thats not a pretty picture. its like when kids in the country are told not to name the animals on the farm cause then they get sad when they get eaten!!!! i dont know. ill never know until i try. i wont and the only way to gain experience is by getting out there and experiencing it for myself! and what do you think is gonna happen when he realizes you have NO idea what youre doing? i guess we'll just have to see, wont we?